Chapter 13 - Seeds of the Past

The next morning, I found myself in the garden, working the soil with a trowel. The earth was rich and dark, and planting jasmine felt like an act of reclaiming my own life. As I dug, I hit something hard—a small, rusted tin box buried near the roots of an old hydrangea bush. I wiped the dirt away, my breath hitching in my throat. It was an old keepsake box, one I hadn't seen since I was a teenager.
Inside were letters, ribbons, and a small, silver compass my mother had given me before she died. Seeing these artifacts of a time before the abuse felt like meeting a stranger. I sat on the grass, surrounded by the blooming flowers of my sanctuary, and wept. Not from pain, but from the realization of how much of myself I had almost forgotten.
I heard footsteps and looked up to see my father approaching with two mugs of coffee. He saw the box and sat down beside me, his uniform replaced by comfortable civilian clothes. "I buried that there," he said quietly. "I didn't want the people who came after us to find it, but I knew you'd find your way back to it when you were ready." He held out a hand, and I took it, the silver compass cold and heavy in my palm. The past wasn't something to hide from; it was the foundation upon which I had built this home.