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Chapter 6 - Blankets of Excuses|

I turned my phone face down on the console, silencing the vibrations.

Evelyn watched my movement with a sad expression.

"You should probably answer him," she suggested softly.

"Why?"

"Because if you don't answer, his imagination will paint a picture far worse than reality."

I let out a bitter laugh.

"What could possibly be worse than whatever secret game we are playing right now?"

She offered a faint, melancholy smile.

"You would be astonished by what the human mind can imagine when millions of dollars are on the line."

Instead of going straight home, we drove to a quiet, traditional diner perched on a hill overlooking the Tennessee River. Evelyn ordered a bowl of tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich. I ordered a hot cup of dark coffee and didn't take a single sip.

The small brass key felt like a heavy piece of lead resting inside my purse on the floorboard.

Finally, I rested my elbows on the table and leaned in.

"Evelyn, you need to tell me what is going on."

She folded her cloth napkin into precise, neat squares.

"Claire, how many times did Ryan come to visit me last year without you or Lily?"

I paused, searching my memory.

"I don't know... maybe twenty times?"

"Try five," she corrected quietly.

I stared at her.

"That can't be right. What about Christmas setup?"

"You brought the decorations and set up the tree."

"What about your seventy-seventh birthday?"

"You drove me to dinner while he stayed home."

"Mother's Day?"

"Lily brought me flowers while you picked up the food."

I began mentally scanning through the calendar months of the past year.

The annual furnace inspection. The emergency plumber visit. The doctor's appointment after she sprained her right wrist. The humid Sunday afternoon when I personally cleaned out her clogged rain gutters because Ryan claimed his vertigo prevented him from climbing ladders.

I had always remembered those moments as family favors we performed together.

But Ryan had never actually been there.

I was the only one showing up.

Evelyn watched the slow, painful realization wash over my face.

"You have been carrying his half of our relationship for nearly two decades," she stated gently.

"That isn't fair to say," I argued weakly.

"Unfair to you?"

"Unfair to him!"

Evelyn nodded slowly.

"There you go again."

I dropped my gaze to the table.

She wasn't speaking with anger or bitterness. That made her words cut twice as deep.

"My mother used to say that excuses are just little blankets we throw over things we're too afraid to look at," Evelyn said gently.

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"And what are you looking at right now?" I asked softly.

"My son," she answered. "I am finally seeing my son clearly."

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