Chapter 1 - The Heavy Steps of Home

|
The clock on the dashboard glowed 8:15 p.m. as I pulled my tired sedan into the driveway of our upscale Alexandria home. My lower back ached with a dull, throbbing intensity that had been building since noon. At seven months pregnant, completing a twelve-hour shift at the hospital was essentially running a marathon, and my swollen feet felt like they were encased in solid concrete.
I turned off the ignition and sat in the dark for a moment, resting both hands on the steering wheel. I just needed one minute of absolute peace before I went inside. One minute before the relentless criticism began.
"Just hold on, little guy," I whispered, gently rubbing my tight, rounded abdomen. "Mommy's going to sit down soon. I promise."
But a tight knot of anxiety twisted in my chest. Something had felt fundamentally wrong all day. It wasn't just the physical strain of the third trimester; it was a dark, looming intuition. Earlier that afternoon, during a quick bathroom break, I had pulled out my phone and sent a hurried text to my father back in our hometown.
Something doesn't feel right. I'll call you tonight.
I hadn't elaborated. I didn't want to worry him needlessly. But my father and I had always shared an unspoken bond, a frequency only we could hear.
Taking a deep, shuddering breath, I grabbed my heavy bag and pushed the car door open. The Virginia air was thick and humid, clinging to my medical scrubs. As I walked up the paved path to the heavy oak front door, I mentally prepared myself for the evening. I reminded myself to smile, to apologize profusely for being late, and to immediately ask my demanding mother-in-law, Eleanor, if she needed anything.
I unlocked the door and pushed it open, the hinges squeaking slightly in the quiet evening air.
May you like
"Carter? I'm home," I called out, my voice laced with exhaustion.
I never even got the chance to close the door behind me.