Chapter 18 - The Ghost in the Mail

Two months after the gallery opened, the past attempted to reach its cold hand back into my life.
I was sitting in my newly renovated office at the Phoenix Trust, reviewing grant applications for domestic abuse shelters, when my assistant walked in holding a single, heavily stamped envelope. It was made of cheap, coarse paper, and the return address bore the unmistakable seal of a minimum-security federal penitentiary in Pennsylvania.
The handwriting was Daniel’s.
Even after everything that had happened, seeing his perfectly slanted cursive script made my pulse skip a single, involuntary beat. It was a phantom reflex, a lingering ghost of the woman who had once thought she was going to spend the rest of her life with him.
I opened the envelope with a silver letter opener.
Claire,
I know you have every right to hate me. I sit in this concrete cell for twenty-three hours a day, and all I can think about is the monumental mistake I made. I was weak. My mother controlled everything in our family, and I was terrified of losing my inheritance if I stood up to her.
But I loved you. I really did. The financial desperation clouded my judgment, but my feelings for you were real.
I am not doing well in here, Claire. The environment is brutal. I am asking—begging—for you to show the mercy that my family never showed you. My lawyer says that if the primary victim submits a letter of forgiveness to the parole board, I could be transferred to a halfway house next year. Please. You won. You destroyed us. Isn't that enough?
Yours always,
Daniel.
I read the letter twice. I didn't feel anger. I didn't feel pity.
I felt absolutely nothing.
He hadn't changed. He was still the exact same narcissistic, manipulative coward he had always been. He was still blaming his mother for his own actions. He was still trying to weaponize the word "love" to extract a favor. He actually believed that because I was the "quiet, simple" girl he married, I would eventually cave to my inherent softness.
My mother walked into the office a few minutes later to drop off some legal files. She saw the prison envelope on my desk and raised an eyebrow.
"Is he asking for money or a reduced sentence?" she asked dryly.
"A reduced sentence," I replied, sliding the letter across the desk to her. "He wants a letter of forgiveness for the parole board."
My mother skimmed the letter, her expression turning into a mask of pure, prosecutorial disgust.
"Tear it up," she advised, dropping the paper into my recycling bin. "He is a ghost, Claire. Let him haunt his own cell."
"No," I said quietly, retrieving the letter from the bin. "If I ignore it, he will keep writing. He will keep believing there is a tiny crack in the glass. I need to shatter that belief completely."
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I picked up my phone and dialed my father's legal team.
"I need a visitor’s pass for the federal penitentiary," I instructed. "I'm going to see my ex-husband."