Chapter 29 - Healing and Sunlight

It happened on a warm Tuesday morning in early spring.
The snow had finally melted, and the Denver sky was a brilliant, endless blue. I was sitting in the newly renovated living room, drinking a cup of coffee and reading a novel, enjoying the absolute, profound peace that had finally settled over our lives.
Lily was sitting on the soft, oversized rug near the fireplace, playing with a set of wooden blocks. She was building a tall tower, carefully balancing a red block on top of a yellow one.
The tower wobbled, leaned too far to the left, and crashed down onto the rug with a soft clatter.
I looked up, expecting her to silently rebuild it, as she always did.
Instead, Lily frowned, crossing her small arms over her chest. She looked at the fallen blocks, then looked up at me. Her little brow furrowed in frustration.
"Uh oh," Lily said.
The coffee mug slipped from my fingers, shattering against the hardwood floor. I didn't care about the mess. I didn't care about the hot coffee splashing against my ankles.
I dropped to my knees, sliding across the floor until I was right in front of her. My heart was hammering so violently against my ribs I thought it might burst through my chest. Tears instantly flooded my eyes, blurring my vision.
"What did you say, baby?" I whispered, my voice trembling, terrified that I had imagined it.
Lily looked at the spilled coffee, then looked at my tear-stained face. She reached out her small, perfectly unbruised hand and gently wiped a tear from my cheek.
"Mommy crying," she stated, her voice soft, musical, and absolutely perfect.
I pulled her into my arms, crushing her against my chest, sobbing with a joy so profound it felt like I was being born again. The wall of silence had finally broken. The trauma had lost its grip.
"I love you so much, Lily," I wept into her blonde hair. "Mommy is just so happy."
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Lily hugged me back tightly, her small heartbeat steady and strong against mine. "Love you, Mommy."
The monsters were locked away in the dark, but we were sitting in the sunlight. And no one would ever take it from us again.