Chapter 26
Chapter 26: The Phantom Tremor
Healing is rarely a perfectly straight line. Sometimes, the past demands a toll.
It happened in November, during the first severe winter storm. The wind howled off the lake, battering the sides of the house with violent gusts.
Around 9:00 P.M., the power grid failed. The house plunged into absolute, pitch-black darkness. A sharp crack of thunder echoed like a gunshot.
Instantly, my body reacted before my brain could process it. My pulse skyrocketed. My hands instinctively reached for the space on my hip where a holster used to sit. My breathing turned rapid and shallow, my eyes scanning the darkness for tactical advantages.
I was back in the vault. The timer was ticking.
"Hey," a soft voice cut through the dark.
I felt a warm hand gently wrap around my wrist. It was Claire.
She didn't turn on a flashlight immediately. She didn't make sudden movements. She stepped close to me, her physical presence acting as an immediate, grounding anchor.
"You're here," she said, her voice a low, rhythmic whisper. "We're in the living room. The storm knocked out the power. Feel the floor."
I forced myself to focus on the sensation of the hardwood floor beneath my bare feet. I focused on the warmth of her hand on my wrist.
"Match my breathing," she instructed gently.
I felt her chest expand against my arm. I forced my lungs to sync with hers. In for four seconds. Hold for two. Out for four.
The cinematic realism of the flashback began to dissolve. The phantom smell of gunpowder faded, replaced by the scent of the wood-burning stove in the corner of the room.
The tension drained from my shoulders. I exhaled a long, shaky breath, letting my head drop forward to rest against hers.
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"I'm okay," I whispered. "I'm okay."
"I know," she murmured, wrapping her arms around me in the dark. "The shadows are gone. It's just the weather."